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hahahahahaha~...If there are people actually reading this..YOU"RE WASTING YOUR TIME!!!....go esad....what E.S.A.D???....EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!...hahhahaha....learnt it from my brother...

alright..there you go...an entry...waoHHHhhh!!!~

100 years

Currently this is my favorite.

listening to this song brings back lots of good memories..Reflecting back all the wonderful time spent with my family and friends really put a huge curve on my face :) ..Anyway, one more month till SPM and i'm NOT READY for it..oh boy!..ARGH!!..got to go study study study now, even though my laziness are like overwhelming me now..hehe!..gonna write a longer entry next time when i got the time k?HAHA!!

Nasional Service!!BUBU!!~

Tahniah, anda telah terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 6/2009.

NAMA : HO DI-YAN

NOKP : 910306085565

NEGERI : PERAK oh boy, i guess i have to spend the rest of my after "SPM" holidays in stupid camp....SOB!!... nevertheless there's still good things bout IT 1.)FREE FOOD 2.)MORE FOOD 3.)CURRY FOOD 4.)HOT HOT FOOD and 5.) 5 MEALS A DAY!!...YEY MAN!!!~

Guess who's BACK,BACK AGAIN!!

YOYO!!Diyan is BACKkkkk!!! XD...It's been AGES since i updated my blog...Lets jus do it once more..ErrMMMm..DIYAN IS BACK!!!WOOHOoooooooooo~....ALRIGHT!!Lets start off with a DUMB DUMB video,HAHAHA!!!..ITS SUPER DUPER HILARIOUS!!WKKEEKKE! XD..HAVE TO WATCH!!

p/s : the Afro guy is just plain FUNNY~

YOU WANT PAIN!I SHOW YOU PAIN!!

Adjustment....

24 days after the death of my mummy. The person that always cheer us up and becoming the source of knowledge whenever we need it is no longer with me now. The house seems to be quieter than usual and the garden is not as beautiful as it use to be. Flowers don’t bloom as often now days. Losing a person that you cherish the most is the last thing you wanted in your life. She’s a survival of cancer for 7 long and suffering years just to make sure that we’re BIG enough to take good care of ourselves. In that long and suffering 7 years she did twice breast cancer surgery and a brain surgery not forgetting 30 or more courses of chemotherapy and all I can say is she's a SUPERWOMAN and there’s no doubt about it. She’s super duper tough wei dun play play!!~...her caring and cheerful personality touched A LOT of people’s life around her and ya Everyone LOVES her and that’s for sure. Right now, Daddy, brothers and I were trying to adjust ourselves after our mum’s death . We started cooking dinner together, doing laundry and all kinds of house chores. HAHA~ I just remembered celebrating my brother’s birthday in the hospital.HAHA FARNY!!~. Here are the photos that we took together with our mum:-

Happy Birthday!!

Smile at the camera :D

One Happy Family :D

MUMMY WE LOVE YOU :D

SHE'S WITH GOD NOW

God is real and great.

Just few minutes ago, I was lying down on my soft comfy bed, thinking and missing my mum. Tears started forming and it started dripping down onto my bed. Yeah, I know this is kind of embarrassing for a guy to cry but then I just couldn’t control it. My mum has been suffering from cancer for a very long time and I finally got to a conclusion that GOD made her sick for a purpose. She have been working SooOoo hard at home cleaning, preparing our favorite dishes and yeah giving us transport to wherever we wants to go to but before she got sick I didn’t really appreciated what she had done for me and for that I’m really disappointed with myself and now she is sick, I’m really upset and regretted for not appreciating her in the first place. Yeah, God made a sick for a purpose that she needs a break time and it is the time for me to take care of her. Life have really change for me after she got sick, home seems to be quiet and lifeless now, my mum undergoing treatment in KL and I only get to see her twice a week which is during weekends. I’m really missing her right now *sigh… She’s currently in Singapore with my brothers to spend some quality time together and definitely the right time for her to rest and enjoy herself. Back in Ipoh, me and my dad were always deciding what to eat for dinner and always end up eating nothing, this is what happens when mum is not here to make decisions for us. Miracles do happen right? Yupe, miracles do happen, she is recovering now and I’m really happy for that! Thanks for everyone’s prayer. Especially my church friends, as saying goes a friend in need is a friend indeed, I’m really touched for what they have done and their care for my mum, it’s indescribable, thanks a lot. Next, God is truly here looking on to us and answering all our prayer needs, no matter it is important or not, God will still answer it. Just recently, I have been asking for forgiveness for all the sinful things I did in my life, and yeah, God did answer my prayer. God have been giving me sign and few times during worship all the songs are mostly related to me, as if God is trying to tell me that I’m forgiven and I accepted it!Yeah, GOD is definitely real and awesome…..